Thursday, October 22, 2009

A Marvelous Man

Luckiest Man: The Life and Death of Lou Gehrig by Jonathan Eig left a considerable imprint on me.  It was one of the more powerful books that I have read of late, and left me completely awed by the strength, honor, and selflessness of one of the greatest players of all time.  From a letter written by Gehrig for Liberty magazine concerning his opinion of his life at 30:

"Maybe we're missing something, but I can't help thinking that people who see life through a train window must be missing something too.  They're going too fast to get anything but a fleeting glimpse of what it's all about.

I'm not rich in the accepted sense of the word, but what millionaire can buy my serentity?  What king can live exactly as he wishes, with an obligation to nothing except his conscience?  In fact, I have yet to meet the man who can look backward over his shoulder as he passes his thirtieth birthday and say, as I do:

It's all been worth the while."

Thank you for an incredible account of Lou's life, Mr. Eig.


Thursday, October 15, 2009

An Important Re-discovery

A green dragon lived in the first library of my memory.

She rested in a loft set in the corner of the Children and Young Adult section and her serpentine neck routinely slid over the railing to better see the tiny creatures scuttling between the rows of books below.  She'd uncoil and test the air with her thin obsidian tongue, tick her front claws against the wood rails that bordered her pillow-and-beanbag lair, and swing her maw down over her visitors to ensure they were maintaining an appropriate voice level.  I never actually saw it happen, but I heard in later years that there was one poor bastard who failed to recognize the dragon's authority in that place, acted a fool near the Choose-Your-Own Adventure books, and was swallowed whole--curly orange hair and all.

I spent many days there with my mother, beneath the warm eyes of the great beast.  We'd pull random books from the shelves to examine the illustrations or subject (Harry Allard, James Marshall, Garfield, superheroes, and Beverly Cleary being among the more common selections), amble quietly back to the tiny round tables that smelled faintly of antiseptic and begin reading.  Ma would occasionally wander over to the opposite side of the library to look through that other junk, The Thick Books Without Pictures of Any Sort.  We'd pick out a good pile of books, check them out, drive home, and return the following week.  It was the greatest of places.

My high school library was far less whimsical.  It was cold, compartmentalized, and lonely.  Privacy desks were honeycombed througout the place, and one could disappear easily in them.  I'd smuggle my food, homework, and shitty attitude in there to commune with the high school spirits of yore, Misunderstood and his brother, Smart-Mouth.  There was no majestic dragon in this library, just a frumpish gray ogre who wouldn't stand for any ballyhoo.

The college library was apporpriately vast.  Books everywhere.  Never the one that was needed.  Irritation wafted along the shelves and mixed with the panic of those students racing to finish their papers, mid-term or final exams.  Indignant professors who sputtered to the stonefaced Reserves attendant, "Don't you know who I am?!  I work here!  I'm a big deal!"  At times, it was a frustrating place to be.  There were days, though, when I could find a quiet corner or chair, settle in, read a bit, and sleep.

The college days ended, as did my visitation of any library.  Bookstores became the supplier of words for me, and they eventually all came to a dusty rest on my bookshelves.  Last week, I culled many of them and traded them in at a local used book store for a pile of new books for my son to enjoy.  And I ventured back to the local library.  It was incredible and I was overjoyed.  It was quiet, full of thick chairs and couches, clean tables, privacy, and coffee.  All that was missing was the dragon.

Thursday, October 8, 2009

In Rockville: The Hydrox Cookie Episode






The sun slid between lavender rainclouds and fell into the distant grasses and hills and the boy stood at the front door window of the East Side Grocery watching his father walk home through the thick Missouri air, one hand in his pocket, the other swinging keys against his hip.  Air hissed through the seams of the cracks in the window that was broken the night before and was now patched together with cardboard and tape until the replacement glass arrived the following morning.  Someone broke in last night with a jagged piece of cinder block, unlocked the door and made off with the store's thick, leaden receipt box.

East Side's customers routinely paid for their purchases exclusively with credit, and receipts of their purchases and total debt was accumulated within the slate-colored box.  The box was found early that morning, three miles away in a culvert off Rockville road, receipts and ledger intact.  Presumably, the thief stopped to revel in his earnings only to find his hoard consisted of a pile of paper and scribbled notes, and was not, as he had hoped, a Cashbox.  The box was found upended and closed amongst the tall stretch of crabgrass, none the worse for wear.

Once the boy's father rounded the corner, he turned and set to sweeping.  He started at the back doors and worked forward, in a bit of a rush to get home in time for dinner and The Shadow, but not in such a rush that he didn't do a thorough job, lest he be confronted with his father's glare the following day.  As he bent to the dustpan, the sound of paper crinkling skittered around a corner.

He turned.  His white Converse squeaked on the smooth linoleum.  The sound stopped, started again.  He stood and moved to the front of the store, wary of the cat that was bound to burst from whatever the hell it was doing and race for the door.  The crinkling redoubled, toppled, and spilled along the floor.  Packages of Hydrox cookies slid from the aisle, and the boy paused to cursed at this new damn mess.  He stepped over the few packages and turned the corner to the aisle and the fallen Hydrox display.

To this day, he still hopes that when he rounds that corner in his memory the Hydrox Destructor is a cat.  But it wasn't.

Amidst the shiny tangle of plastic packaging, one entire package of cookies was held fast between the jagged ivory fangs of a demon that seemed belched forth from some twisted, horrifying rodent hell.  Nearly the size of a small cat, the rat stood and stared at the boy, steadfast and evil in its ownership of that pile of cookies.  The boy stomped the floor and pounded the cookies with his broom, shouting threats at the titan, and yet it remained, defiant to this pitiful human's display.  The boy was out of his depth and had absolutely no idea what to do about this marauding rodent.  Setting a trap at this point seemed pointless, nevermind that you were putting your limbs at risk whenever you attempted to set one of the damned things.  The setting of the rat traps was a job he left exclusively to his father.

He looked about the store hurriedly for something, anything that may help.  Then, it moved.  It moved forward, at the boy, and the boy stepped back.  This contest of wills was over, and they both knew it.  The rat turned and headed along the aisles to the back door and the grain silos from whence it came, the package of Hydrox hissing along the floor as it passed into the gloaming.  The boy watched it pass in muted horror, righted the display, and finished his sweeping.  He hung his apron on the hook inside the front door, locked up, and set for home.

He walked a bit quicker that evening.

Friday, October 2, 2009

A Reason To Smile

The Rockies secured their position in the 2009 MLB Playoffs last night in a 9-2 thumping of the listless Brewers.  Additionally, they set a club record with their 91st victory, having clawed their way out of a 19-28 finish to the month of May.  Anecdotes and stories of their resurgence have been printed elsewhere ad nauseum, so I'll cut this post short with the following:

Thank you, Skip.  You've given us all a reason to smile again this season.



 (photo used from Realsportsheroes.com)